Day 17 - Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
I would switch lives for a day with someone extremely rich like Oprah or something, and I would make a check out for a LARGE amount of money to myself, so that when I switch back to me the next day, I have a nice check to cash in.
You think you are a saint for staying with that piece of shit for as long as you did? You're just as bad as he is, if anything. You're too fucking stupid to learn from his mistakes. You should've never taken him back after he fucked the furst skank. He was fucking lucky as hell that you did, but you just look retarded for it. Everyone thought so.
So I’m not sure which part of my previous post you didn’t understand, but we really don’t want to hear from you anymore. For everyone who follows me, this is what I have been dealing with on a daily basis… sometimes every other day. I believe Matty has as well. To whom it may concern… It’s first with an I, not a U… try Hooked On Phonics. Also, I don’t need to learn from Matty’s mistakes, Matty needs to learn from his mistakes. I have taken all that I can from my own mistakes and I’m proud of that. I am also proud of the fact that I stayed with him as long as I did. What we had was real and wonderful, I regret nothing, so your sad attempt at trying to get me to feel bad about myself over this has failed… again. I will continue to delete the complete trash that you send me, this is just to show people who have asked me about what you send, you loser. If you are in our close group of friends, we will find out, and this will all come back to fuck you in the ass. I feel bad for you and can’t imagine the look on your face when that day comes. If you are not close to either me or Matty, you really have no place to be saying any of the horse shit you have been saying, because you know nothing of what’s been going on. I’m not concerned with your pathetic attempts for attention, because the longer we ignore you, the more bored you will become. You are clearly a weak son of a bitch, and therefore cannot possibly go on doing this garbage forever. You annoy the living shit out of everyone involved with this, and no one likes you now, not knowing who you are. So when your identity is revealed, good luck finding new friends. I hope none of them have a Tumblr or a Formspring, for their sake.
I would really appreciate it if everyone would stop “harassing” myself and my ex-boyfriend about the current situation. I have received a number of rude and threatening messages that I have decided not to go public with. It is over and done with. Let it go. We both have. Just stop talking about it. What goes around comes around, so lets leave it at that. If you have something negative to say about what’s happened, say it to our faces, not through formspring, tumblr, or facebook.
I’ve always been a Rooney fan ever since I heard them on The OC, but I stopped listening to them for a while and I don’t know why. My cousin played this song while we were driving to the lake and I can’t get it out of my head.
Well honstly, I’m more of a relationship person. I don’t mind being single, though. I am so much better than this situation and the other parties involved and as unfortunate as it is, it’s not my loss.
Day 12 - How you found out about Tumblr and why you made one
I found out about Tumlr through Matty and Dave. I believe Dave made his first and then Matty and then myself. I think I made it just for fun.. I didn’t really need a blog, I was bored, and it sounded fun at the time.
Day 09 - Something you’re proud of in the past few days
Well today was the first time I flew in a plane alone. My flight ended up being delayed 5 times. I was stuck at the airport for 10 1/2 hours! It didn’t really bother me though because I met some really cool people who were waiting for the same plane as I was. One of them was this girl who I had so much in common with. She kinda looked like me but she wore really heavy eyeliner and lipstick (I didn’t like it). She had short hair like mine and colors in it like mine but they were on the opposite side. She even had a music note tattoo but it was behind her ear. Her boyfriend had these really sweet glasses like Noah Bennett in Heroes. He had this black and white checkered shirt on that made me want to play chess. They were expecting their first child and she had a small bump and a bunch of us watched as the baby (a boy!) was moving around! You could actually see a little movement under her skin! It was nuts. They were from Philly :).
This other guy was on a connection flight on his way home. He was coming from like New York or something and Chicago was his middle mark. He looked like a 2010 version of Buddy Holly. It was kind of weird.
Another guy was on his way home from visiting his daughter who just moved to Chicago because she married a guy who lived here and guess where they lived? Lockport! My neighbors! :)
There were two other girls traveling alone but they were minors. One of them had this hugeee southern accent and she was on the phone with her mom a lot talking about how her cats can open the freezer door. The other girl was “pissed as shit” as she said so many times, because the flight kept getting delayed.. she was on her way to visit her brother, and ended up having to rebook a flight for tomorrow morning. =/
Aside from talking to a thousand people today, I had a strawberry shake from Mcdonalds, which I haven’t had in a very long time. I got through a lot of my book “The Color Of Water”. I did about 30 crossword puzzles in my People crossword books, and I wore my phone out until it died, and I had to sit on the foor while I charged it on the wall next to a recycling bin.
This is really the first time I’ve done anyting this big by myself, and I’m so happy I did. It wasn’t a bad experience at all. I was nervous about flying alone because airports confuse the shit out of me, but after going through this disaster of pretty much being stuck there all day, I figured out a lot pretty quickly. It was very relaxing at some points. No one bothered me or yelled at me or told me where to go and what to do. I did it on my own and the way I wanted to do it. Everyone goes through shit at airports at some point in their life, and I’m glad I got it out of the way in my 20’s because now everytime I travel alone again, it’s going to be a piece of cake.
One of them would be to actually use the “Even better Clinical spot corrector” by Clinique that my dad bought for me out of nowhere at Macy’s the other day. It’s really expensive and it’s something that I’ve wanted for a long time, and you have to use it once or twice a day and it is supposed to even your skintone. I’m really looking forward to the results, I’ve been using it for about a week and honestly, my skin is a lot softer. So I’m happy about that.
Well since I start school on the 7th, another short term goal would be not failing lol… even though I would only be about a week into school. That’s not really short term anyway.
Idk… short terms goals are hard I guess. I’ve never really thought about it.